Dawned ; Unfinished Story . 4

idk wat happened between all of us . i know im hurt & putting a strong front & i know u all dont give a damn heck care . i cherished our friendship . now its all gone ... & i do care . i dont know if u even do but im just saying i do . call me watever all u want , bitch slut failure hyprocrite whore or anything . i know i cant change ur opinions of me . im just trying to explain wat i did & wat i didnt . its up to you to belive but i dont think you even care . if i did anything wrong im sorry . this friendship was & wasnt . i knw my attitude sucked . i talk behind ppls backs & everything . im reflecting . i know u dont care . i just wana say im really reflecting on the stuff that i know & i did wrong . if u all still wana continue ruining my life , im srry & you may . my english sucks & i suck . i did wrong & hope u will forgive but , i dont think u give a damn . wat exactly did i say to make you almost break down ... at least tell me coz i really cant remember . & how did i pangsae you so many times . i was the one getting pangsaed & didnt say anything . i knw im nobody to scold you bt smtimes i get pangsaed by you ppl & u all dont even know . i talk to guys & u all call me a flirt . you ppl dont wana talk to me so i talk to other ppl is flirt? wat do u want me to do ? talk to my food ? i ask guys how to do homework oso flirt . i talk behind ppls back is slut . who nvr before ... if you wana hate me to the core for the entire life thn go on . im not stopping you but dont go arund spreading rumours can . im alrdy feeling bad bout wat i did wrong k . others maybe i really cant remember thn you tell me can? if i dont know i wont reflect & wont change & it will still be the same rt . maybe i shud try locking myself in my world for a day & not go around talking dono wat stuff that u all will say im a bitch smday . tmr ... reflcting for a day is enough . but if ppl come to me & talk or i dont know stuff & need to ask ppl thats not counted . i know ive said all those in anger . but im done